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not too much has been going on.. i havent seen kristin in a while. which is good cuz were not even friends. whatever it sucks but.. oh well. my mom is going to take me to get all my stuff from her.
tonight is the most boring friday night. oh well.
thats all for complaining..
i fixed up my lj. its okay. i want it to look different but i suck and cant make good layouts.. so if anyone wants to help me out with that *wink, wink* let me know. lol. yeah but i guess im gonna go..
>>bonnie
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yeah i havent updated in a while and a lots been going on but yeah im a little lazy so.. yeah. i love mike landstrom. a lot.
OMG! KFC!!!! YES!!!!!!! KFCISTHEBEST KFC IS THE BEST. well bye.
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[07 May 2005|05:47pm] |
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yeh\ah.. some people cant shut the fuck up about everything so i guess you cant read my journal anymore either i dont want everyone to know everything asshole(kristin)!! SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!
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havent really done much lately. me and miike have just been hanging out. which is really good. and yeah.. thats about it.
were hanging out with his sister tonight i think. we'll party and stuff. should be fun.
yeah i guess lyrics below..
~*~It feels like the light will never reach me here
I am choking back my longing for shed tears
So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead
Don't worry too much, it only hurts when I breathe~*~
-Someone's Standing On My Chest
~*~So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can't inhale the sparkle of your voice~*~
-Shooting Star That Destroyed Us All
~*~I can see just fine, with you in my life,
there by my side as it starts to fade
I know this can't be right, stuck in a dream
a nightmare full of sorrow
Nightmare - full of pain~*~
-I Won't See You Tonight (part 2)
~*~The Blood's On The Wall,
So You Might As Well Just Admit It.
And Bleach Out The Stains,
Commit To Forgetting It.
You're Better Off Empty And Blank,
Then Left With A Single Pathetic Trace Of This~*~
-Laid To Rest
~*~Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don’t know if it’s worth me losing sleep over this~*~
-My Eyes Burn
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friday night- kristin came over and me her and mike hung out for a while. then... kristin wanted mat to come over so yeah he did. it sucked. i dont even know why she wanted him to come over! she didnt even hang out with him! and he just made the whole night worse. ugh whatever its over now but yeah kristin what the fuck. you suck. and then the next night(saturday) i actually got her to drink but then she passed out. good job again asshole! grrr! yeah but me and mike had a good night! we ate really good food. and just chillaxed. love you baby! then went to bed.
sunday- when i got up kristin was playing x box. i just hung out with her for a little bit until mike woke up. then he dressed me up in full camo. boots and everything! it was the coolest. then we went outside and shot BB guns! its was great. i did good lol kristin left and me and mike went to my parents.. got some dinner.. watched saw.. went to bed. it was fun.
monday- GREAT DAY! we went out to breakfast. it was really good. then me mike and my dad went to load and i was gonna help but the bugs got me. me and mike got 40 $ for it though. then we went out to dinner at 99 and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good. then me and mike went to the movies. then we walked around. went back home to my parents and drank. me and mike ate at a diner it was good also. fun good times. oh yeah mike had 2 tics on him. yuck! but yeah so..
tuesday- just came home and went online for a little bit. and yeah thats that
so bye
~*~ bonnie ~*~
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yeah.. its friday!
mike doesnt have a job! YES!! i actually get to spend time with him! i love you!
kristins coming over UGH! she cant ever just leave me alone! what a bitch! lol j/k!! yeah its pretty kool she coming over i havent seen her in a while.
last night was a really good night! me and mike drank and had lots of fun because he is my sexy!
mat came though and took mike away!! asshole! i hope he gets ass raped!
anyway..
mikes sister is pregnant! thats so kool! i dont know why lol but i think it is. she wants a boy but i think it would be kooler if she has a girl! i dunno. girl babys are better. they have cuter clothes to dress them in. yeah i dunno
i dont have anything else to write so yeah..
ill update more later.
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*10 Of Your Favorite Songs:*
01]Lamb of god- ruin
02]Hawthorne Heights- ohio is for lovers
02]Atreyu- this flesh a tomb
04]Atreyu- lip gloss and black
05]Slipknot- diluted
06]the doors- people are strange
07]The Used- the taste of ink
08]Pink Floyd- comfortably numb
09]Sugarcult- shes the blade
10]Pink Floyd- have a cigar
*9 Of Your Artists/Bands You're Into:*
01]Atreyu
02]The Used
03]The Doors
04]Slipknot
05]Pink Floyd
06]Hawthorne Heights
07]Lamb of God
08]Nirvana
09]The Black Maria
*8 Stores You Shop In:*
01]Hot Topic
02]PacSUn
03]Vibrations
04]FYE
05]Spencers
06]Best BUy
07]claires (kind of)
08]waldenbooks
*7 Of Your Favorite Movies:*
01]The Wall
02]texas chainsaw massacre
03]Nightmare Before Christmas
04]saw
05]freddy vs. jason
06]butterfly effect
07]harold and kumar goto white castle
*6 Of Your Closest Friends:*
01]Kristin
02]Kayla
03]Katie
04]justin
05]ev
06]angie?
*5 Of Your Favorite Candy:*
01]Reese Sticks
02]raisenets
03]Reese's Pieces
04]Reese cups
05]Pixie Sticks
*4 Of Your Favorite Tv Shows:*
01]boy meets world
02]Dawsons Creek
03]family guy
04]athf
*3 Things You're Afraid Of:*
01]spiders
02]dark
03]woods
*2 Of Your Favorite Colors:*
01]Black
02]Pink
*1 Love:*
01]MICHAEL LANDSTROM :-D
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You May Be a Bit Schizotypal ... |
A bit odd and socially isolated.
You couldn't care less of what others think.
And some of your beliefs are a little weird.
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saturday- mikes sister woke us up at 10:30 so mike could go to a job interview (which he didn't even want yet) yeah that sucked! he got the job :( oh well, he needs one i guess. yeah so he came back and we went to sleep. woke up around 9 and hung out with his sister, jesse and his mom! we smoked with his mom!! it was the weirdest thing ever! me mike and alicia got really drunk, it was fun times.
sunday- went to vibrations to get mike stuff so he could pass his piss test. we got that, a bowl, and a lighter. then we went out to dinner with my mom. it was really good.then we went for a walk and just chillaxed and went home. it was a really good day for the most part. im glad i spent it with mike! i love you sexy!
today- mike had to work :( :( :( all day! that sucks. i miss him. this morning i went to bring him an ID which was kool cuz i gto to see him. i came back.. took a shower and did nothing.. it was my udes birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UDE!!!! LOVE YOU!!
~.*.~ Bonnie
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13 things you like
01) atreyu
02) mike
03) hello kitty
04) my dog
05) cows
06) ohio
07) weed
08) alcohol
09) sonic
10) bunnys
11) nirvana
12) the doors
13. hemp
Twelve movies:
01) romeo and juliet
02) the wall
03) saw
04) spaceballs
05) the day after tomorrow
06) texas chainsaw massacre
07) nightmare before christmas
08) butterfly effect
09) finding nemo
10) harold and kumar goto white castle
11) eurotrip
12) jason goes to hell
Eleven good bands/artists:
01)atreyu
02)slipknot
03) the used
04)nirvana
05) pink floyd
06) lamb of god
07)the doors
08)korn
09)led zepplin
10) senses fail
11) hidden in plain view
Ten favorite foods/drinks:
01) mike hard lemonade
02) pizza
03) apples
04) chicken
05) reese sticks
06) mountain dew code red
07) ruffles chedar and sour cream chips
08) cucumbers
09) pickles
10) cheese
Nine good friends:
*no particular order!*
01) dan
02) kristin
03) katie
04) justin
05) Brandon
06) keenan
07) david
08) brittany
09) kayla
10) Chris
11) jen
Eight things you wear daily:
01) earings
02) necklace
03) hoodie
04) rings
05) socks
06) black
07) band shirts
08) bracelets
Seven things about you ... physically:
01) 5'3ish
02) white
03) my natural hair color dirty blonde
04) eyes
05) purplish reddish blackish hair
06) straight hair
07) ugly
Six things that annoy you:
01) kristin
02) drama
03) posers
04) people who think theyre better
05) selfishness
06) sonic.. but i play anyway
Five things you touch everyday:
01)MIKE :-D
02) MIKE
03) MIKE
04) MIKE
05) MIKE
Four shows you watch:
01) boy meets world
02)real world
03) athf
04) family guy
Three celebrities you have a crush on:
01)chad michael murray
02) Tony Lovato
03) tom hanks
Two things you will do tomorrow:
01) mike
02) hang out with people
One random thought:
01) I love michael ryan saad landstrom more than anything and i always will!
love you sexy!!!!
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[my name is]: bonnie
[height?]: 5'3ish
[in the morning i am]: hanging out with mike :)
[all i need is]: mike
[love is]: suicide
[if i could see one person right now]: mike
i'm afraid of]: losing what little i have that makes me happy
[i dream about]: i dont even remember
-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[pictured your crush naked?]: All the time
[actually seen your crush naked]: yup :-D
[been in love]: Yes
[cried when someone died]: yes
[lied]: nothing big
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: pepsi
[flowers or candy]: Candy
[tall or short]: tall... except mike :)
-W I T H . T H E . O P P O S I T E . S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: style
[last person you slow danced with]: i dont know
[worst question to ask]: i dont know....
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: mike
[makes you smile]: dan
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: mike
[who do you have a crush on?]: mike lol
[has a crush on you?]: mike
[easiest to talk to]: justin
-D O . Y O U . E V E R-
[Stay on aim, waitin for someone special to IM you]: nope
[save aol/aim conversations]: sometimes.. rarely
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: No
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes a lot.
-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: Yes...
[been rejected?]: Yes
[rejected someone]: Yes
[used someone]: no
[been cheated on]: Yes
[cheated on someone]: yeah
[done something you regret]: i regret everything ive ever done...
-W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: mike
[hugged]: mike
[you instant messaged]: dan
[instant messaged you?]: dan
[you laughed with]: mike
D O . Y O U / / A R E . Y O U-
[color your hair]: yeah
[ever get off the computer]: yeah
[habla espanol]: ............
[smoke cigarettes]: i used to
[obsessive]: ... secretly
[could you live without the computer?]: yeah
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: only like 30 cuz i dont have anyones anymore
[what's your favorite food?]: reese sticks
[whats your favorite fruit?]: apples
[drink alchohol?]: yeah
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: ... i dunno
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?]: emotional
[trust others way too easily?]: .. not really
Five details about you...
[x] i love hello kitty
[x] i love my husband michael landstrom
[x] i love pot
[x] my best friend is kayla domash
[x] i like mayonaise
Five details about your appearance right now...
[x] i have plaid pants on
[x] hairs purplish/reddish
[x] i have a rug on
[x] 3 row stud belt
[x] not matching socks
Five things you did today
[x] talked to dan
[x] smoked
[x] had fun with mike ;)
[x] this
[x] cleaned
Five memorable things you did in the last year...
[x] got mike
[x] moved
[x] partyed
[x] ......
[x] ......
Five things that everyone should know about you...
[x] i love atreyu
[x] I hate duke pete!!!!
[x] i like sonic
[x] I love my mom
[x] i smoke all day
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im really bored so yeah im updating..
today was 4:20 me and mike smoked all day. it was great. i feel a lot better that i got to spend a whole day with him. he makes me feel so good. i hate that he has to work but yeah..
i think kristins coming over tomorrow.
i talked to dan today. it was kool to talk to him again.. its been a while. we might hang out saturday.
i havent seen justin in a long time which really sucks. i hope he comes out here soon.
kristin slept over sat and sun
we walked all the way to cumbys to see mike at work. it was kool. i lke to go see him.
i havent been to school in a long time. i dunno. i cant i hate it. i hate being there. i hate so many people there. i really have no reason to go. i wanna see my friends tho. i dunno. i might go again someday.. i dunno. im not happy right now. i dont wanna be around people.
well ill update later..
bonnie
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yeah my computer got all fucked up but yeah
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yesturday school wasnt sooooo bad i guess. its weird being with a bunch of little kids! but i got to see dan!!! hes fucking hott lol i love his hair! i wasnt in any of evelyn or dans classes or angies. so i went to guidance and got all my classes changed to all dans. and angie has the same classes so now ill be with dan and angie all day lol fun fun!
today i went to school and i didnt feel good so i left but i miss dan already lol! damn i better feel better tomorrow so i can see him! :-D lol
i havent talked to mike so maybe since im not in school right now ill call him and hang out with him lol damn it sucks having a bf that graduated then you cant go to school with them lol i am happy for him tho lol
<',*,'>bonnie<',*,'>
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shannon slept over last night. it was kool. we went over mikes and sleepyed there! it was really boring actually. we were going to go to memorial field but i guess matt and shannon didnt want to so yeah. we just chilled at mikes all night.
MATT LEFT TODAY!! :'( i fucking love that kid im gonna miss him sooooooooooooo much. seriously. ive never met anyone sweeter. he promised ill see him when he gets back. that makes me feel a lot better.
im not really excited to go to school tomorrow but at least ill get to see dan and evelyn! my brother is giving me a ride in the morning! YAY! :-D
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shannon slept over last night. it was kool. we went over mikes and sleepyed there! it was really boring actually. we were going to go to memorial field but i guess matt and shannon didnt want to so yeah. we just chilled at mikes all night.
MATT LEFT TODAY!! :'( i fucking love that kid im gonna miss him sooooooooooooo much. seriously. ive never met anyone sweeter. he promised ill see him when he gets back. that makes me feel a lot better.
im not really excited to go to school tomorrow but at least ill get to see dan and evelyn! my brother is giving me a ride in the morning! YAY! :-D
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i didnt really do much of anything today. just chillaxed all day. it was kind of boring but hell i needed a day to just relax. fun fun. u
i havent talked to mike in like 3 days :( hes busy hanging out wtih matt before he leaves so i understand :/ im such an understanding gf! lol
I TALKED TO DAN TODAY!!! if you havent noticed i really fucking love dan and i miss him! i cant wait to see him wednesday!!!! hes making me excited to go to school! lol wow weird. i actually REALLY miss being with dan. its not that i am unhappy with mike but..... dan was always possitive adn i needed that. it kept me going when i was upset about mike. and with me and mikes past... i dunno its weird but dan likes someone else anyway so oh well. and i really fucking love mike...... ....... ... ? no i do... really i do.
i also talked to.. hmm... i wonder how you spell her name lol. julia? jewleah? jewliah? damn sorry i cant spell your name :( lol im so retarded! aNyWaYs..... it was kool shes wicked nice! and your pretty!! really damnit u are lol we should hang out sometime :)
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i am actually going to update my journal because i am bored. The reason i havent been is because i see no point in it but whatever.....
umm.. actually a lot of shit has been happening. me and mike are good:) we actually got in a fight though. it sucked my dad. i guess mike isnt leaving until august next year! that is oo fucking great cuz i most likely gonna go with him if i dont get taken away by DSS by then. Shit at home really sucks! i fight with my parents every single day. its starting not to bother me so mucha nymore but damn im just sick of fighting with peole adn i actually fought with my brother this morning!! THATS WEIRD! hes like my best friend and we really fought. it sucked. i hate fighting with him but i am going to six flags with him and jenna and yeah hopefully someone else. (like mike)<<o0o0o bad movie.. anyways. i start school on wednesday. me and evelyn are meeting at cumbys at 6:45. were gonna go together. hopefully i can get a hold of dan so i can meet him on the first day cuz were gonna both be in 8th! i miss him so much! i cant wait to start school just to see him. im also gonna be with heather! yay. yeah right like im gonna go everyday. katie came over the other day. it was fun but she didnt feel good cuz she needed to take a big $#!%. dont worry katie i wont say :-x :-D. i heard the $#!% was like 3 feet long LMFAO! j/k love you katie. but yeha i went to the mall and i bought kik girl pants, a checkered seat belt belt! its soooo sexie and a CKY shirt. and i have 120$ so i am going to the mall sunday with evelyn and hopefully mike. im gonna get a slipknot hoodie, maybe an atreyu hoodie and band shirts.. i need hairdye too tho. i wanna go pink or fusha. ive been talking to ed a lot today and im hopefully gonnaa hang out with him soon hes kool shit. i miss him.
MATTS LEAVING THIS WEEKEND!!! :'( i fucking love him!!! hes like the sweetest guy ever and the coolest shit to hang out with! im gonna cry i know it lol im so fucking retarded. i just hung out with him and mike and jen the other day. it was fun. we went to grenville park and it was really really scary at night. then wee went to mikes house and yah.. then mike drank some vodka and got drunk off his ass. it was the sunniest thing like ever!! me and jen stayed up like all that night and hung out. shes fucking awesome. i forgot to get her number. but she has mine :)
kristin came over like a weeek ago as well as shannon and she had like an attitude towards shannon like the whole time and i didnt really appreciate that so yeah i odnt think kristin will be coming over anytime soon. but the other kristin!! WE STILL NEED TO HANG OUT! meet me inside the front doors the first day :)
{:x:} bonnie {:x:}
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stolen from..... ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) afterthenight
1. studded belt - 2 points: 2
2. dyed black hair - 2 points: 2
3. thick rimed glasses - 2 points: 0 04. tight shirts/pants - 2 points each: 2
5. gaudy belt buckle - 2 points each: uhh?
6. clothing bought from a thrift store: how many points?
7. having hair with bangs longer than the rest - 2 points:0 8. trucker hats - 2 points: 2
9. messenger bag - 3 points: 0
10. livejournal/myspace/friendster account - 2 points each: 4
11. saucony/new balance/puma/converse shoes - 2 points per pair: 2
12. mountian climbing key thingy - 2 points: 2
13. X'd up mosh gloves - 10 points: 0
14. scarf - 2 points: 2
15. refering to bands as acronym - 2 points: 0 16. vegan diet - 5 points: 5
17. vegitarian diet - 3 points: 3
18. food not bombs participation - 5 points: 0
19. straight edge - 5 points: 0
20. aspiring photographer - 3 points: 3
21. using adj from the late 80's/ early 90's (i.e. rad, gnarly, rockin', etc.) 1 point for each word in vernacular: 1
22. pins/buttons 1/2 point each: like 5 points
23. plugs/body piercings - 2 points each: 4
24. vinyl collection - 10 points: 0
25. moldy peaches fan - 10 points: 0
26. liking metal seriously - deduct 5 points: -5
27. liking metalcore - 5 points: 5
28. reading books over 300 pages long - 3 points: 3
39. riding a bike - 5 points: 0
30. participating in "the mosh" 5 points: 0
31. tea aficianado - 5 points: 0
32. writing poetry - 5 points: 5
33. attended 50 shows or more in a year - 2 points: 0
34. attending hell fest - 5 points: 0
35. being in a band - 5 points: 0
36. working at an indy record store/health food store - points: 0
37. clapping during midpaced part of a song - 5 points: 5
0-24 - poser! get out or be forced out.
25-44 - beginner. attend more shows, buy more records, you'll be fine.
45-74 - scenester. you've been around awhile and you know what's up, good job.
75 - or more - GOD! i bow to thee with your knowledge of everything hardcore
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